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My Apologies
« on: March 11, 2010, 12:08:31 PM »


 I would like to take a moment to apologize for The possible/potential misunderstandings of "my" communicative expression on the forum as of late. I have come to a point in the journey where "my" understandings are not my own. I am in between  multiple layers of expression simultaneously. About half way through my time on this forum I stated that I would "teach" using expressions of 4d negative to 6-d expressions. I got to the point of realizing that it may be more "helpful" instead of talking/expressing/explaining, to "act out" what I was describing. Being able to see cause and effect at the same "time" allows for understandings that are not yet being experienced in a general sense. There is/will be a time or no time where these expressions are understood from the place of their intention,but for the time being, it is understood that this expression carries the potential of causing more confusion and creating distortions that are yet to be seen from the proper place of love/light.

For this reason, I apologize to the members of the forum and especially to those that may experience the distortion of this "negative" expression being directed towards them on a personal level.

I understand that many are currently experiencing the journey of the soul and ascending beyond the expression of the personality.

From "my" perspective, that journey is complete and the expression that is being experienced is more cosmic in nature. There is no longer and I, and there is no longer an us from where (I) am.

Namaste to All  O:-)





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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #1 on: March 11, 2010, 04:11:32 PM »
 O:-)

I've had more than my share of experiences like this character....

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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #2 on: March 11, 2010, 04:24:33 PM »


 I would like to take a moment to apologize for The possible/potential misunderstandings of "my" communicative expression on the forum as of late. I have come to a point in the journey where "my" understandings are not my own. I am in between  multiple layers of expression simultaneously. About half way through my time on this forum I stated that I would "teach" using expressions of 4d negative to 6-d expressions. I got to the point of realizing that it may be more "helpful" instead of talking/expressing/explaining, to "act out" what I was describing. Being able to see cause and effect at the same "time" allows for understandings that are not yet being experienced in a general sense. There is/will be a time or no time where these expressions are understood from the place of their intention,but for the time being, it is understood that this expression carries the potential of causing more confusion and creating distortions that are yet to be seen from the proper place of love/light.

For this reason, I apologize to the members of the forum and especially to those that may experience the distortion of this "negative" expression being directed towards them on a personal level.

I understand that many are currently experiencing the journey of the soul and ascending beyond the expression of the personality.

From "my" perspective, that journey is complete and the expression that is being experienced is more cosmic in nature. There is no longer and I, and there is no longer an us from where (I) am.

Namaste to All  O:-)

the ebb and flow of consciousness continuing its journey ;D

we truly are multi-dimensional :agree:

see you ..... out there my friend O:-)

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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #3 on: March 11, 2010, 04:39:01 PM »
Apologies!?!   :shrug:  What site are you on?   :shrug: I admit I've missed alot of discussions lately. 

'There is no longer and I, and there is no longer an us ' then you say Namaste!?!  Which is still perpetuating a distinction (depends on the definition of course).  Non-e 'does the light in you honour the light in you' is the question.  We need a word for that.   In fact a whole new lexicon is needed and sorrly lacking and who better than you to figure that one out?  A whole new language, 'more cosmic in nature', when spoken, the sounds effectively resonate more deeply, more congruenty and in harmony with others  :jump:  Why, in speaking them people miraculously resonate in harmony as if mystically, unexplainably and naturally people entwine in a cosmic entangled verbal dance of resonance.  It's not my forte Non-e  :wiggle:, tis yours.  The pure pure potential, don't let it pass you by.  There is an abundance of oxygen, beam baby beam.   :jump:      8)   ;D   8)     

But then again, maybe I just sound crazy  :hdance:   :wave2:
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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #4 on: March 11, 2010, 09:12:17 PM »
Thank you to ALL that responded and ALL that do not and...

Your response Ivy provides me with a perfect opportunity to elaborate. If I were to (start) working on a new "beefed up" "appropriate" lexicon for such experiences, by the (time) I were to finish it would be relatively obsolete. The experience that I am having is with the "us" that no longer communicates with language of that type. The apology is a gesture to those who may not see the intentions behind the actions from the intended place of their origin.

I see it as a very positive thing when language is being "grown out" of. It is too "small" to contain our essence and we will not be "needing" it.  :agree:


To quote one of the "Back to the future" movies

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Where we're going we don't need roads.

And your right. It is perpetuating a distinction.

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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #5 on: March 11, 2010, 11:46:48 PM »
Oh man.  Does that mean I have to grow out of Johhny Depp? Cuz, I love him here in 3-D, and I posted it to annoy you.  Does that mean I don't have power to annoy people anymore?

Gotta re-think this whole transition thing.....   ;D  At least 'till I can reach him by telepathy... ;D

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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #6 on: March 12, 2010, 01:12:13 AM »
 :P :rasta: :lala:



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« Reply #7 on: March 12, 2010, 05:23:17 AM »
ABC's first album was called "Lexicon of Love"

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« Reply #8 on: March 12, 2010, 10:54:37 AM »
ABC's first album was called "Lexicon of Love"

Alpha     1+3+7+8+1=20
Bet        2+5+2=9
City       3+9+2+7=21

20+9+21=5

Their 5th Album  :agree:
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« Reply #9 on: March 12, 2010, 07:45:49 PM »
What selves reflection brought about this contrition ?
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« Reply #10 on: March 12, 2010, 08:32:45 PM »








". . . out of the 6.6 billion people here, there are 6.6 billion potential journeys, all of which are different, yet similar to one another.  Each one is seemingly integral to someone else's journey, as we ultimately realize that we're all connected in one way or another.?
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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #11 on: March 13, 2010, 08:07:29 AM »


the one on the right played the Klingon that killed Kirk's son :o

                 
                          
 

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« Reply #12 on: March 13, 2010, 10:14:22 AM »
There is only offensiveness if one "chooses to feel" offended... People also create their own distortions so why bother non-e  :P.

But yeah I have a "disclaimer" lol XD.
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« Reply #13 on: March 13, 2010, 11:21:31 AM »
There is only offensiveness if one "chooses to feel" offended... People also create their own distortions so why bother non-e  :P.

But yeah I have a "disclaimer" lol XD.


This is well understood my friend. Sometimes by posting such things the responses are the answers to the questions. Would you have had an opportunity to write what you did if the original post didn't exist in manifested form?

I will address it further and contribute to digi's post as well. Going to do some "work" right now.

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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #14 on: March 13, 2010, 11:41:06 PM »
no apologies necessary as far as I'm concerned.  keep the thought-flow coming.  when one grows, we all grow.  :hyper: :elephant:
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« Reply #15 on: March 14, 2010, 07:18:03 AM »
no apologies necessary as far as I'm concerned.  keep the thought-flow coming.  when one grows, we all grow.  :hyper: :elephant:

oh so true, let us all grow together :agree:

                 
                          
 

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« Reply #16 on: March 14, 2010, 02:39:29 PM »
Yeah I'm "engorging" already XD.
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« Reply #17 on: March 14, 2010, 08:53:35 PM »


Yeah. I'm not trying to drag too much attention to the topic. The reason was simple. It was more of an opportunity to give an explanation. I think that overexplaining it at this point only shows more of a desire to explain than I really have. My past few posts in conjunction with many others explain it perfectly, I just wanted to bring it out into the light for the sake of defining the action and purpose. There are psychological barriers cast over one's experience that have many other meanings on many other planes which can create an illusion of expression that  allow them to appear like come from "somewhere else" when if they don't manifest from within they will come out in a group or any other way they have to.

I figured "My Apologies" sounded better than "This is gonna hurt you more than it hurts me".   ;D
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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #18 on: March 16, 2010, 10:46:41 AM »
It's nice to see someone taking responsibility for the hurtful and sometimes hateful words used in the name of enlightenment.
It's a pity some others on this forum don't care who they slander.
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« Reply #19 on: March 16, 2010, 03:14:37 PM »
I'm saddened to see you have that view (I really don't get how you got there tbh), and some other's too it seems unfortunately. And I really don't get some of the unfriendly remarks you have made lately, I actually found those rather hurtfull/hatefull. Not really a good way to solve such misunderstandings.
Anyway, I would like to believe that the newer members here would take a tiny effort to try and read up some posts here where people are discussing the finer details of their views. So that they can see where everyone is coming from. I know I sure did my homework before joining instead of jumping the gun...

But hey that's just my perspective with my own little distortions...
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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #20 on: March 16, 2010, 03:26:02 PM »
it seems as though i do not have a "clear" picture on what inclined this apology but i do have a rough idea

through my experience.. if it wasn't for certain individuals "acting out" i probably would have gained much less.. i'm not even sure the people were consciously aware of what they were doing but that is aside from the point.. if someone is choosing to act as catalyst then i am quite certain they completely understand whatever ramifications etc exist and in my opinion... it's all good'.

one might develop a grudge which they will later be grateful for due to the grudge leading them to far greater exploration. i have been "victim" of such grudges and I sure am grateful for them.

it's been quite the road as i am sure it has been for all of us..

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« Reply #21 on: March 16, 2010, 05:15:34 PM »
I'm saddened to see you have that view (I really don't get how you got there tbh), and some other's too it seems unfortunately. And I really don't get some of the unfriendly remarks you have made lately, I actually found those rather hurtfull/hatefull. Not really a good way to solve such misunderstandings.
Anyway, I would like to believe that the newer members here would take a tiny effort to try and read up some posts here where people are discussing the finer details of their views. So that they can see where everyone is coming from. I know I sure did my homework before joining instead of jumping the gun...

But hey that's just my perspective with my own little distortions...

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« Reply #22 on: March 16, 2010, 06:28:09 PM »
Heh yeah Evo, you got it right there. Catalysts indeed... Funny how I got slightly annoyed again XD, thanks for reminding me ^_^.

True CSI, whatever path one takes is the right one imho, especially if from certain perspectives it is seen as "bad, wrong, negative, ignorant or whatever". A yourney of learning is there no matter what you do...

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« Reply #23 on: March 16, 2010, 08:12:50 PM »
well said Mast. i got annoyed the other day when someone i knew through a good friend tried to sell me $5 worth of drugs for $20.. i also got annoyed when i spent 1 1/2 hours writing a letter only to find when i was ready to send it that my "login session had expired."

like you said csi it is all indeed a matter of perspective because 5 years ago i might have actually punched myself in the face over the latter annoyance and "thought less" of the entity in the former.. now?

it's all good and as a matter of fact.... it's just getting better:)
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Re: My Apologies
« Reply #24 on: March 16, 2010, 09:42:33 PM »


For the sake of further clarification for any selves that are not in "understanding" of the intended reason behind the explanation, I will restate for the sake of "clarity". There already exists within the archetypal framework of portions of mind the seperated portions of the self that exist within the self. If there was no split in the mind of the experiencer on certain planes, then that which is seen as self doubt, self battle, the desire to be liberated from some kind of "sense" of separation, then one may not experience that which can be understood as the opposite of that which is being sought after. I have stated that I was acting through an expression consciously which was in a distorted sense, "other than" the expression that may "naturally" express the plane that my consciousness is temporarily resting on. This was done to demon-strate :D the expression of such a spiritual archetype, a function of the psyche, and an expression in group consciousness experiences. As has been demonstrated and continues to do so in this post is the illusory distance between the self and otherselves. Every action or expression affords one the opportunity to experience the unity of all expression or the separation into fragments.

There is no separation in the one consciousness, except the fragmented portions that are yet to I-dentify itself with the one self.
There is also paradox in the use of the word natural expression within its usage by "myself" as if it were not natural for me to make the choice to act out such expressions, when from my perspective there is no distinction in the choice to do so.

So, Don't "make me" come back here and try to justify this as If I don't realize that I'm not talking to "myself"  :D

Is it me or is this emoticon sarcastic?  :peace:
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« Reply #25 on: March 17, 2010, 01:41:44 PM »
Is it me or is your post not as clear to others as you might think it is ? :P.
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« Reply #26 on: March 17, 2010, 02:09:52 PM »
it will make sense to those who seek making sense of it.. aside from that? words :) some of which "i" made sense of

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« Reply #27 on: March 17, 2010, 02:45:29 PM »
Is it me or is your post not as clear to others as you might think it is ? :P.

 "I" don't "think" about "others".  :wink2:
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« Reply #28 on: March 17, 2010, 03:08:49 PM »
It's nice to see someone taking responsibility for the hurtful and sometimes hateful words used in the name of enlightenment.
It's a pity some others on this forum don't care who they slander.
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Is it me or is your post not as clear to others as you might think it is ? :P.

 "I" don't "think" about "others".  :wink2:
Iv come to to this late :o i have to say man i havent got a clue what your apologies are for!  :wink2:



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« Reply #29 on: March 17, 2010, 03:29:57 PM »
Is it me or is this emoticon sarcastic?  :peace:

it can be seen a number of ways... maybe behind the sarcasm there exists malicious intent... maybe not...

does it all boil down to perspective...once again???
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« Reply #30 on: March 17, 2010, 03:41:22 PM »
Is it me or is this emoticon sarcastic?  :peace:

it can be seen a number of ways... maybe behind the sarcasm there exists malicious intent... maybe not...

does it all boil down to perspective...once again???

Such was the point of that "rhetorical" question.  :wink2:
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